Thursday, January 13, 2011

Allie's 2nd Amgel Day

Well, we meet again- the blank canvas for my emotions. It's been quite a journey to get to this point, but here I am two years later. I thought I'd die right along beside her, but through God's strength He managed to keep me going. My heart will never fully recover, but I'm here. I'm here to share her precious story with others. I'm here to help comfort those that share my pain. I'm here to teach my children that you just keep going when life knocks you down. I'm here to show my children how to depend on God to get you through the tough times, and I'm here to watch Allie's memory live on through them. I'm not going to say that it is any easier today, two years later, because I still have days that bring me to my knees, but as time passes my breakdowns do grow further apart. There are still so many more things I wish she could have enjoyed with us. It would have been so precious to watch her grow with Reese. Today I will think of her and about the little girl she might have been, but smile at the little angel she has become. Mommy loves you and misses you, sweet Allie.



These are a few pictures we were able to capture of a butterfly on Allie's Butterfly Bush we have planted in her memory.












5 comments:

Gamma B.,  January 14, 2011 at 7:00 AM  

Gamma is also remembering you, Allie! I watch other little 2 year olds and wonder what you would have looked like. I know you are happy, happy where you are. I look forward to the day when I get to see you again!!!
Susan and Michael, we love you very much! Love our Mason and Reese too!

Carla January 15, 2011 at 11:05 AM  

Happy Birthday sweet angel girl! Hugs to you mommmy.

Delekatala January 16, 2011 at 7:47 AM  

I hope the day was peaceful for you. Allie is so beautiful, I am glad you are preserving her memory so I could "meet her".

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